*Insert curse here*

At this moment, I feel like jumping off the cliff to my death. Wait, not that. More like, I want to strangle someone or a kitten to death.  Throw something off a building and see it shatters once it reach the ground. Argggghhhh!

Leo Tolstoy

"The truth is that the State is a conspiracy designed not only to exploit, but above all to corrupt its citizens ... Henceforth, I shall never serve any government anywhere."

Girl Power

I found these interesting quote after looking up on Sikhism in Wikipedia.
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Guru Nanak Dev Ji states:
ਭੰਡਿ ਜੰਮੀਐ ਭੰਡਿ ਨਿੰਮੀਐ ਭੰਡਿ ਮੰਗਣੁ ਵੀਆਹੁ ॥
Bẖand jammī▫ai bẖand nimmī▫ai bẖand mangaṇ vī▫āhu.
From woman, man is born; within woman, man is conceived; to woman he is engaged and married.
ਭੰਡਹੁ ਹੋਵੈ ਦੋਸਤੀ ਭੰਡਹੁ ਚਲੈ ਰਾਹੁ ॥
Woman becomes his friend; through woman, the future generations come.
ਭੰਡੁ ਮੁਆ ਭੰਡੁ ਭਾਲੀਐ ਭੰਡਿ ਹੋਵੈ ਬੰਧਾਨੁ ॥
Bẖand mu▫ā bẖand bẖālī▫ai bẖand hovai banḏẖān.
When his woman dies, he seeks another woman; to woman he is bound.
ਸੋ ਕਿਉ ਮੰਦਾ ਆਖੀਐ ਜਿਤੁ ਜੰਮਹਿ ਰਾਜਾਨ ॥
So ki▫o manḏā ākẖī▫ai jiṯ jamėh rājān.
So why call her bad? From her, kings are born.
ਭੰਡਹੁ ਹੀ ਭੰਡੁ ਊਪਜੈ ਭੰਡੈ ਬਾਝੁ ਨ ਕੋਇ ॥
Bẖandahu hī bẖand ūpjai bẖandai bājẖ na ko▫e.
From woman, woman is born; without woman, there would be no one at all.

Pak Trotsky madah...

Before exhausting or drowning mankind in blood, capitalism befouls the world atmosphere with the poisonous vapors of national and race hatred. Anti-Semitism today is one of the most malignant convulsions of capitalism’s death agony.                                -Trotsky-

Ideally

Ideal life would be to have economy good enough to have choices, 
possessions small enough, you can carry it on your own back, and, 
feet strong enough to travel the world. 
Not to forget, love strong enough to kill any seed of hatred. 
Imagine~

All we are saying is give peace chance

Such a brilliant, the lyric put a smile on face, it's simply amazing.
Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout
Bagism, Shagism, Dragism, Madism, Ragism, Tagism
This-ism, that-ism, ism ism ism
All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance

(C'mon)
Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout
Minister, Sinister, Banisters and Canisters,
Bishops, Fishops, Rabbis, and Pop Eyes, Bye bye, Bye byes
All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance

(Let me tell you now)
Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout
Revolution, Evolution, Masturbation, Flagellation, Regulation,
Integrations, mediations, United Nations, congratulations
All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance

Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout
John and Yoko, Timmy Leary, Rosemary,
Tommy Smothers, Bobby Dylan, Tommy Cooper,
Derek Taylor, Norman Mailer, Alan Ginsberg, Hare Krishna
Hare Hare Krishna
All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance
(Repeat 'til the tape runs out)

Kenapa bising-bising pasal nak bayar cukai, nak bersedekah?

Kenapa kamu mau bising-bising bila diingatkan untuk membayar cukai, enggan bersedekah? Bukannya duitmu tidak kecukupan utk tanggunganmu. Kau mampu memiliki rumah besar, kereta Eropah, gajet terbaru dan sebijik LV yangg sungguh hodoh.

Kenapa kamu mengelak kewajipanmu menolong yg lain? Bukankah mereka makan pun tidak cukup? Mereka ini merempat di pondok papan, basikal pun tak mampu, menulis pun tidak tahu. Jangankan LV, dompet untuk diisi duit pun tidak ada.

Kenapa ditidakkan kewajipanmu? Ditidakkan peluang untukmu mengenal kemanusiaanmu? Ditidakkan peluang untuk membantu saudaramu yang sengsara dihimpit kemiskinan?

Besar mana lagi rumah mu ingin kau buat? Laju mana lagi kereta kau mau beli? Berapa banyak lagi harta keduniaan kau mau rakusi? Adakah ini mengkayakan hatimu? Adakah ini membunuh kesunyianmu?

Kerajaan, kenapa duit cukai rakyat kau buat seperti harta sendiri? Sedangkan itu amanahmu. Cukai, sumbangan rakyat untuk memperbaiki hidup sejagat. Cukai bukan ufti untuk disalahguna kamu dan kroni-kroni kamu guna berjoli, menunjuk kuasa.

Manusia, cukup-cukupla menjadi barah. Cukup-cukup la menjadi rakus. Ingat kamu itu manusia, semua jika ditikam, darahnya merah juga. Ingat kemanusiaanmu.

Money 2

Once I had a discussion with dear Aliph about socialism vs capitalism. One thing I will remember the notion that the suffering of the proletariat under capitalist system is collateral damage. Let me tell you this, it's intentional. Those poor labourer suffer because the company wants to make the most money with the least amount of capital. Apple and many other company make factories in China because the labor so cheap that it could hardly brings the labourer out of poverty and there no such thing as labour law there. The workers paid so little and the work hazard is so high. The big company doesn't care about their workers health unless it create controversies. Capitalist come so close at making these people their slaves.

I remember watching a TV show. I'm not what it was really all about, but it left lasting impression in my memory. A worker in tuna factory in Indonesia, preparing tuna in the can we buy off the shelves were paid 1 hour of minimum wage in Britain for a day's work. The worker, a lady with a family to feed, work so hard, live away from the family and taking the cheap snacks that most Malaysian won't hardly look as a great luxuries that she cried when someone treat her some snacks and chocolate. The British that were in the show saying something about willing to pay more for the tuna knowing that the money will go to people like the Indonesian lady. I say yes to that and the company should increase the workers pay and improve the working condition. Stop hogging all the profits. Spread the money.

Money

Honestly, I don't like money. Don't get me wrong. It's not that I want to be poor. It's only that I wish, humanity is not so closely bound to money that almost everyone worshiping it. I hate the fact that what we call money these days is only piece of paper. The money in our pocket have no value without the government that manufactured it. The moment the government collapse, the paper lost its value and ceased to become what we called money.


To add salt to injury, or shall I say flame to the hatred. I hate how this world economy powered by those darn capitalist. It's sickening to see how the bourgeois greedily pocketing the riches and the proletariat getting poorer day by day. It's sickening to see the people being told to buy something they don't need, with the money they don't have, to please people they don't like just because the society pressuring them to do so. And the society was pressured to do so by that darn capitalist. Demands are created for things not needed. Trends created to keep the demand coming. This sicken me so much that I feel like puking each time I think about.

The brilliant Monty Phyton

we would like to apologies for the way in which politicians are represented in this programme. It was never our intention to imply that politicians are weak-kneed political time-servers who are concerned more with their personal vendettas and private power struggle than the problems of government, nor to suggest at any point that they sacrifice their credibility by denying free debate on vital matters in the mistaken impression that party unity comes before the well-being of the people they supposedly represent, not to imply at any stage that they are squabbling little toadies without an ounce of concern for the vital social problems of today. Nor indeed do we intend that viewers should consider them as crabby ulcerous little self seeking vermin with furry legs and excessive addiction to alcohol and certain explicit sexual practices which some people might find offensive. -Monty Phyton, S3E5-

The Pain that I'm Used To

I love love Depeche Mode. One of the band in history. I wish I could come to their concert and headbanging to this song. This song is definitely perfect for that.

Professionalisme

There’s a
Japanese proverb that say “Better than a thousand days of diligent study is one day with a
great teacher.” I found to be very true…there are some the lecturers who
you can see to be very professional, they are so amazing! So inspiring, so
admirable…one day, I’m gonna be like them.

Talk about
professionalism, it reminds me of the
guy at the India street, he’s always there, near the bus station, selling
newspaper, he’s always there, ever since I’m in my first year, which is
mid-2006. I never know his name, rather I never ask…maybe one day I’ll ask
him. He’s professional in his on way, he is very knowledgeable in what he do.
He’s just a simple man, but he inspires me.

Of Circus and Perfect Symmetry

I know a lot of my friends and acquaintances loooves Britney, and they are very excited with her new comeback. Me? I used to "loved" Britney, it's the time when I'm dying to blend in with people.
Anyway, I'm very curious about her new album, so I give a go. I really love the Circus music video. Surprisingly, the song damn boring without the music video.
The album as a whole is disappointing. There is no flow in the album, it's felt like listening to compilation instead.
Or maybe it is just my weird taste in music.

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Move to Keane. I love this band since their first album, they never fail to amazed me.

As a whole, this album is great! A great flow from one song to the other. Good variation, good singing, good music, good lyric and great feelings.

Listening to the album make me noticed how much the band has mature. It's a big departure from the Hopes and Fears. Compared to Under the Iron Sea, it is more relaxed.

Song to song review.

1. Spiralling - Wow! This is very different from the previous album, the song is so glamorous, so pop, yet unique. 5/5

2. Lovers Are Losing - This song still have the same feeling with the Hopes and Fears album, as always, the lyric is awesome. I hate to give this song 4/5

3. Better Than This - Yet another awesome song. It is quite different from the previous album, especially in the music. Tom also sing cutely here *Pepper, cutely?*.4/5

4. You Haven't Told Me Anything - OMG! I heart this song, I'm not sure if it's a guitar or another awesome keyboard manipulation by Rice-Oxley. I think it's a guitar. 5/5

5. Perfect Symmetry - I love Tom singing here. again, the awesome lyric touched me deep within me...maybe you'll felt it too... 5/5

6. You Don't See Me - The song have this beautiful dreamy quality that I love. It's a relaxing music. This is the kind of music that I would listen before I go to sleep or need to relax. I wish I'm the you in this song. So beloved and all. But I promised I'll see me. 4/5

7. Again & Again - The song is catchy and very nice to listen. I love the fact that Keane never fail to write meaningful lyric for their songs. 5/5

8. Playing Along - This particular song captures the feeling I have regarding this world. Sometimes, I just don't want to think about it, I just want to shut myself away from all the nonsense. 5/5

9. Pretend That You're Alone - This songs in a way talks about the possibility of living without attachment, to law, to love, to anyone. "We are just the monkeys, who fell out of the trees, We are blisters on the earth,We are not the flowers, we're the strangling weeds in the meadow" Hmm, we're no monkey, but yes, we're blister to the Earth. 4/5

10. Black Burning Heart - Listening the song make me feel as if I'm listening to bonus song form Hopes and Fears. 3/5

11. Love is the End - The song, compared to the first few songs in this album, is very slow. Slow in a good way, it a break-up song. You'll be crying listening to this if you happened to just break-up. It's a song about accepting the end of a relationship, it's in someway soothing. 5/5

p/s: my first time doing album review. How was it?

Easter at The Spring

This post is so belated. However, waste not want not, I decided to publish it anyway.

Easter Garden at The Spring mall, Kuching.

This bunny, made out of buns, is genius!

Tea party anyone?

I want that Totoro. The grey one of course.

Cupcakes or muffins for sale.

And more stuffs for sale all around the garden.

Unofficial Video- Depeche Mode's John the Revelator

I always have special place for Depeche Mode in my heart. I started with Enjoy the Silence. After that, I scoured the net for any of their songs and video (by that time, youtube is still youtube. Not much video and all).

Different POV

Another post from my old blog, a weak attempt to write poem. Nostalgic nevertheless

this is what happen when i try to see things from a guy point of view….
her pitiful eyes set on mine,
with only that,
guilty sets in,
i’m not the one to blame,
but why?
that weak hands,
reaching mine,
wanting me to give it all,
but,
i got nothing…
sorry

Dis iz mai room!

pic from Izza FB

no gegirl, even after two wash, you won't turn white.

Rihanna Kitty Version

Oh my. No worries kitty, you're the only kitty with red ridiculous wig I'd ever seen.

Things a man doesn't want to hear

this is an article written by Lewis Nordan for CLEO August 2009 (His Say, page 94). I love this article so much that I really wanted to share it with you guys...really really nice.

Once upon a time, let's say, there was a tragic princess. She was very beautiful, of course. The tragic princess had a single flaw. It was that her tounge had been enchanted by an evil king when the princess was a child, and it was doomed forever to tell lies against her.

At night. she slipped into bed beside me, between the clean linens. I breathed in the satin of her skin, the coarse silk of her hair.

She said, "That candle stinks."
I said, "I'll put it out."
She said, "I'm allergic to the new bubble bath."
I said, "I'll rub you with oil."
She said, "I forgot to shave my legs."
I said, "I'll shave them for you."
She said, "I have varicose vein. You might nick it and make it bleed."

I was beginning to understand.

She said, "I'm fat."
I said, "You're gorgeous."
She said, "I'm old."
I said, "You are the woman I love."
She said, "My breasts are sagging."
I said, " Stop. Please stop this."
She said, "My thighs!"
I said, "Cellulite?"
She said,"How could you!"
I said, I'm sorry, I didn't mean..."
She said, "Did I take a sexy bath and come to bed to be insulted?"
I said, "It hurts me for you to talk this way."
She said, "I share my feelings with you, and you turn against me. And now you're the one who is hurt!"

Then the princess demanded an apology. Lovesick, hopeless suitor that I was, I invented one sufficient to appease her. Later she forgave me, and at her suggestion we made love.
When we were finished, she whispered, "Why do you love me?"

I said, "Because you are beautiful."

The room was dark. I could feel her warmth beside me. I could have gone to sleep on these words.

She said, "I think I have a yeast infection."

I closed my eyes tight and would not answer and would not look in her direction, for fear the monster I might see. I lay and hated the evil king who had cursed this princess in her crib.

LOLOLOL

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Liyana!

1. Neil Armstrong first stepped on Liyana with his left foot!
2. The Vikings believed that the Northern lights were caused by Liyana as she rode out to collect warriors slain in battle.
3. Two grams of Liyana provide enough energy to power a television for over twenty-three hours!
4. Some birds use Liyana to orientate themselves during migration!
5. The average duration of sexual intercourse for Liyana is two minutes.
6. A chimpanzee can learn to recognize itself in a mirror, but Liyana can not!
7. Fish travel in schools, but whales travel in Liyana!
8. Liyana was declared extinct in 1902.
9. Three seagulls flying overhead are a warning that Liyana is near.
10. Ostriches stick their heads in Liyana not to hide but to look for water!

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p/s: macam bengong pun ada, but I love #6 XD